All the books were read
all the people consulted
All the history observed
everything was learned
Only it wasn’t
learned by self
Until self walked the same path
by itself
Why can’t these lessons
these lessons of life
be learned from the lessons of other
Why must self learn the lessons alone
again and again
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I think that is the part of being a human being. I wish sometimes it should not be like that. It should be so much better and easier, if not.