I am sitting here
wondering
do I
or do I not

I am sitting here
wondering
should I
or should I not

And through all of all
have I thought this through
from every angle
from every side

but then I remember
all that lies beneath
all that is unconscious
all that silently drives me

but then I remember
all this lies beneath
all this is unconscious
and wonder what does silently drive me

Is it I
about to be doing
who does I