In An Awake

I awaken to my dream
but I am in the world
and I am not asleep

Awake
moving through the world
but like dream

I am running from
I am running towards
but can be only trying to
for so much so far
beyond my control

it is like dream
but I am awake
and moving through this world

The dream is I
from far deep within
it has become me
awake I am my dreams

I am awake
but in the world
and the world pushes against
I dream harder
and the world pushes still

It is intertwined
interlaced
dependent and opposed
dream in world

this what it’s like
to live in this world
to be dreaming in an awake