In Front Of Me

this
this is it
the one
what I have been waiting for
who I have been waiting for

but something else
something else happened
something else is here
something else now in front of me

but I cannot see it
what I can see
is what was not

there is was not
there is might be
there is now

I see what I missed
but I miss what is
in front of me to see
to feel

I know so well
how much better
what was not would have been

I know so well
how much better
what might be
would be

I am convinced I do
but I do not

It is in front of me
what is now
It is in front of me
to see
to feel

It is now
and I am here