Out there beyond now
these things call
these things I see but cannot make out
touch but not hold
feel but not have
Things within me almost
Things outside me still formless
I step towards
reach the place
and look to see it moved
yet one more step away
Still it calls
and I hear
for I need this now
but cannot have yet
For now I do
what now will have
what can be
today
this moment
And agonize for more
It cries within
dream of reality not yet
reality dreaming to be
Forced to live now
while later is felt
Out there not yet
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